There was an arson arrest made related to the fire that broke out near my house and my mother’s house. We live in the foothills of Northern California and fire is a very real danger here.
We are still watching the details of the fire, as it is still an active incident. We are still prepared to evacuate. With regard to the arsonist, I’m very sad that someone set fire to our neighborhood and Empire Mine State Park. I say this as I listen to more sirens drive by.
Empire Mine has been my morning walk and my happy place for the past three years. It is my community park. It is my place of nature and peace. I have hiked every trail more than once. More than twice. More than ten times.
Empire Mine State Park is the place where I get my steps. It is the place where I listen to Mozart or Joni Mitchell or Eminem, depending on my mood. It is the place I take friends and family to show off the beauty of my neighborhood. I have met humans and dogs there. I have met squirrels and lizards and deer. I smile every time I pass by a fern or a wild flower or an interesting leaf. I have watched trees grow there. I have marveled at the colors in the park. Lately, I have loved the green and the yellow and the crimson.
I took my mom for the first time last week. We walked from Penn Gate (an entrance mostly used by locals and horse riders) to the visitor’s center. I gave her the three-penny tour and told her that I’d show her the rest of the park in the coming weeks.
Right now, I don’t know how much of the park is left.
There is a bridge in the park that my wife and I cross on a regular basis. I usually make her stop and kiss me when we cross the bridge.
It smells like pine and dust and grease and something like linseed oil. It smells a lot like the Pirates of the Caribbean ride at Disneyland. We cross it every time we walk through Empire Mine State Park. I’m not sure right now if it is still standing.
This year, in the spring, at the back of the park, my wife and I paused to watch bumble bees going wild amongst the sage. There were purple flowers for days and an incredible buzzing. It was so alive. Yesterday, as I walked through that part of the park, I caught a whiff of the sage drying in the autumn heat and I smiled for the changing of the seasons.
I still don’t know the extent of the damage but my heart breaks. My heart breaks about the fire and it breaks that someone could have been so careless or mentally ill or downtrodden or desperate to unleash such an expense on a community.
I don’t know enough of the details to be mad or vengeful or heated. I don’t know that any details will ever make me feel mad or vengeful or heated.
I feel sad. I feel really sad right now. And, based on the initial reports about damage, I’m probably going to feel sad for a really, really long time.
I have taken pictures almost every day for the last year. This is my park. This is my heart. This is my place.
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